The title should actually be: my lovehate relationship with my compooper.

My computer has gone a little koo-koo. It won’t turn on most of the time. Well, technically, it will turn on, but Windows just won’t start up. The light will appear on the CPU, but there won’t be that *BEEP* to signal that Windows is starting up. And so nothing happens. I usually just wait a while (like an hour), switch it on and it’ll work.  This started happening like a month or more ago, but it’s just an on off kind of thing. Like over the week it’ll be fine, but just on one day it’ll decide to be temperamental and refuse to budge. But now, even waiting for extended periods won’t even work.And I really don’t have the time to fix this. Nor do I have the knowledge to. Oops. :) I hate technology. T_T I want to chuck this heap of junk out the window.

I bought this desktop something like, at the beginning of the year? Stupid cuboidal pile of trash. I know it won’t start up tomorrow morning because of what I’ve just said about it. lolol.

Oh well, I guess this means less online time, more study time. Hahahaha~ Who am I kidding? :)

I can’t concentrate on my work knowing that something is broken. Like, even if I know I don’t have the expertise to fix it, I’ll just get so frustrated and not be able to focus on my work. I’m such a failure :DD Even if I don’t have to use the item that’s spoilt, I just want to have the peace of mind that it’s in working condition. I have this one track mind kind of deal. ~.~

While we’re talking about how stupidly my mind works. I also like to list things down in my head. Like while I’m at school, I’ll think to myself, “when I get home, I’ll do this this this, go online to this this this website, etc etc etc”. And I imagine it all nicely in my head with live action images; but reality never turns out quite like how we pictured it to be. It really prevents me from thinking about anything else (like my studies. which is what I should be thinking about during curriculum time) because all I’m thinking about is how much fun I’ll have when I get home.

Oh well, I hope my compooper works fine tomorrow morning so that I can do some revision with a clear mind.

Cheers~